Now & Forever

"A lovely song that I sang during last night gig accompanied by my artist on guitar. The lyric does reflect my current mood and i must admit, i really felt connected with this song. Seeing D's teary eyes at the end of my performance is so priceless...."

Whenever I'm weary....from the battles that rage in my head
You make sense of madness....when my sanity hangs by a thread
I lose my way but still you seam to understand
Now and forever
I will be your man

Sometimes I just hold you....too caught up in me to see
I'm holding a fortune....that heaven has given to me
I'll try to show you each and every way I can
Now and forever
I will be your man

Now I can rest my worries and always be sure
That I won't be alone anymore....
If I'd only known you were there all the time
All this time....

Until the day the ocean doesn't touch the sand
Now and forever
I will be your man

Now and forever
I will be your man....

The power of a phone call

My mind and my heart was really messed up today. Saw Faraesya's wedding photoshoot on a website....to see her smiling and enjoy their moment as newlyweds does broke my heart into thousand pieces.

It left me dumbfounded....look like she's now living in happiness and enjoying her life. Trully, i'm just a forgotten man...being discarded away....far and far away.....

All of the gloom suddenly lifted with a simple & short phone call from D. Having someone to talk too and share things together does make lots of difference.

End the day today with a smiling face.... :)

dumbfounded

Jiwa berkecemuk...why Faraesya...why?? Why you leave me behind like this...hidup dengan hati yang teramat sengsara

Another nite

Suddenly awaken by the sad dream about myself & faraesya.....why can't we be together???

Really miss faraesya.........:(

Sense of Deja Vu

Yesterday was a rather pleasing day. Went to D's uni and had our lunch at a nice place. Later found a cozy place where I spend the entire afternoon tutoring her maths & stats. Hmm....sense of deja vu.....

But it's ok since it is a nice feeling seeing people succeed in their life.

:(

Teramat merinduimu Faraesya...................... :( :( :( :(