Erti Cinta

Erti Cinta

Termenung ku bercelaru
Memikirkan cinta
Di mana sebenar
Namanya cinta

Tak tertahan hati ini
Bila kau berkata
Sememangnya aku
Menyintaimu....

Mungkin kita tak pernah mengutarakan masalah
Kau dan aku bagai tiada arah
Namun aku percaya kita akan mengatasi
Segalanya hanya untukmu
Ku pasti....

Sama-sama kita kembali
Sama-sama kita binakan
Cinta yang pernah mekar
Untuk engkau dan aku

Sama-sama kita tempuhi
Sama-sama kita rasakan
Apa yang dinamakan
Erti cinta sebenar....

Mungkin kita tak pernah mengutarakan masalah
Kau dan aku bagai tiada arah
Namun aku percaya kita akan mengatasi
Segalanya hanya untukmu
Ku pasti....

Sama-sama kita kembali
Sama-sama kita binakan
Cinta yang pernah mekar
Untuk engkau dan aku

Sama-sama kita tempuhi
Sama-sama kita rasakan
Apa yang dinamakan
Erti cinta sebenar....

Sama-sama kita tempuhi
Sama-sama kita rasakan
Apa yang dinamakan
Erti cinta sebenar....

Cinta sebenar..............

p/s: i cry and cry again tonite.......nothing will ever heal this heart of mine. Trully, i'm not a good enough guy to Faraesya. It hurts me a lot to be in oblivion and deep into this abyss. My heart yearning for her, longing for the love that i put onto the highest pedestal in my life. What else for me to do? I will wait....and continue waiting until she came back into my arms. Dear God, please appease this soul....my love for her is true and nothing will ever changed that. Really miss you Faraesya....really loving you till the end of time. Faraesya....my true love.

.......

"I thought that it mattered what I said or where I said it.

Then I realized the only thing that matters is that you....

....you make me happier than I ever thought I could be.

And if you'll let me, I will spend the rest of my life trying to make you feel the same way"

Anecdote

Goshh....

I'm not a strong person. Really exhausted with all the crying.......

Missing you in my life, deeply.

Crossroads

2010 is certainly a year where I come across many crossroads. I believe any turn i choose will define me, not only momentarily but in the years to come.

Yes, i did read Faraesya's blog...as a matter of fact, followed it closely. It is depressing to be relegated to an obscure role now, a role which i don't intend to continue for any time longer.

I don't want to be a hindrance in her life anymore, a third person that rocks somebody's boat. I had my fair share of disappointment, anguish and broken heart. I guess i'm through with that...please stop hurting me anymore.

I don't want to run away from her...but i guess by keeping some distance, i'll let me heal myself and help me focusing on facing the next set of challenges. It's been really hard for me thus far...especially after realising that all my sacrifice and tears just meant nothing. In truth, I hit rock bottom.

So please...don't rub anymore salt into this wound, i'm hurting enough as it is. I'm sorry.

To my dearest D....thank you for your patience, understanding and unconditional love throughout this entire ordeal of mine. I hurt you a lot with my antics related to what I faced, but thank God that you are always beside me through thick and thin. I know that nothing concrete, there are still long way for us to go...but your presence did bring back some lights to my life.

May Faraesya's have a wonderful life ahead with her chosen one. As for you D, i'll cherished our moment together...may we take the journey together in a married bliss.

Showcase @ Serambi

Just finished organizing a showcase for our artist, Damien at Cafe Serambi, Kota Damansara.

1) Song selection @ WG's Pad




















2) Performing @ Serambi




















3) In deep thoughts & emotions















4) Rendition of a song done by our mate in US















An hour-set with 8 songs, nice start. Thoroughly enjoyed the show. :)

My own little Piccadilly....:)

And yes, we are alive and kicking...for sure we will nurture our own little baby with all the love and joy that we can muster....insyaAllah.

Time for a few pics of WG's Pad:


1) Front Porch





















2) Wickered Balls @ The Porch





















3) Discussion Area (Left)
















4) Discussion Area (Right)





















5) Directors' Box

















6) Meeting Room & Storage

















7) Passageway to Food...:)

















What a feeling...:) Now for the real work to begin. Had our eventful golf tournament last weekend, doa selamat this coming weekend, international football tournament next week and already signed an up-coming and talented artiste (singer/songwriter) under our label. Certainly more to come...:)

All of this may not be possible without the love & morale support of my dearest D....love you very much baby!!

Is it....?

Tidak Mungkin Kerna Sayang

Setiba di persimpangan
Langkah kita tak lagi sehaluan
Bermula di saat itu
Tidak senada irama dan lagu

Begitu hidup ini
Tiada yang abadi
Yang patah tumbuh
Yang hilang berganti....

Kau telah jauh, jauh dariku
Tiada ruang di hati buatmu
Namun harusku akui
Ada ketika di minda kau menjelma kembali....

Sekali sekala ada
Ada rindu yang datang tiba-tiba
Tak mungkin kerana sayang
Cuma terganggu oleh perasaan

Begitu hidup ini
Tiada yang abadi
Yang patah tumbuh
Yang hilang berganti....

Kau telah jauh, jauh dariku
Tiada ruang di hati buatmu
Namun harusku akui
Ada ketika di minda kau menjelma kembali....

Begitu hidup ini
Tiada yang abadi
Yang patah tumbuh
Yang hilang berganti....

Kau telah jauh, jauh dariku
Tiada ruang di hati buatmu
Namun harusku akui
Ada ketika di minda kau menjelma kembali....

Tak mungkin kerana sayang
Hanya kadang-kala aku terkenang....

In Pain....Absolute Pain

This loneliness is really sucks....

Empty promises.....far away from happiness

All these nightmares really hurting me....

And the word "bahagia" just meant nothing to me.

Window and door

When a door closes....another window opens.

That's how the old saying goes

Strumming the chords alone....

Is there anymore meaning to my life after all of this.....??

I'm so stupid....such a loser....a complete failure.....

No more happiness....no more sun shining in my life,

I'm falling into the oblivion of darkness forever....

No smiles, no laughter and certainly no opportunity to taste the sweet fragrance of love.

~~~~please God....give me strength~~~~

Letting go...???

Entahlah....i need to do something for ketenangan minda.

Sad + angry + mad + dejected + frustrated.....hmm, i know this day would come.

Close my eyes....take a deep breath....

Need to tip-toe past this turbulence.

Trust and love

Trust ~ a price-less commodity that can be discarded at any time

Love ~ a four-letter word that brings pain and suffering to mankind.

.....and so i thought!

.....walking by myself, with myself...alone!

The end as I know it....?

Is this the end?

Discarded by Faraesya after all this years??

As if my love meant nothing to her??

Dear God, give me strength.....