There are reasons why i haven't write about 2010 or the silence-ness on my whereabouts over the past few weeks. Not that i'm running away from Faraesya or busy with work...but i'm trying to find that inner peace, a solitude that will assist me in creating my path for this new decade.
As is turned out...2000's was not a great decade for me. In short, i classified it as a failure altogether. I face so many failed dreams....love, life, career...just name it. By the end of 2009, i felt that i worked so hard for other people without getting anything in return...i felt miserable, dejected and the most painful of all....lonely because i'm out of love.
16 Dec 2009: I made a bold decision to quit my job. I need a clean break for me to faced this new decade. It was not that easy but day by day, my plan is taking its shape.
And with that, i ride the challenges that await me in 2010 and beyond. Now, as a CEO of my fledgling company...we worked, we planned and we execute in order to reach the goals that we set.
I felt sorry for not taking nor inviting Faraesya in this journey of mine....no matter how hard i wanted her to be in. I know she does not belong to me anymore and probably looking forward for the next chapter in her life without me. I resigned to the fact that I can only love her from a far and be without any reciprocation what so ever.
Of all the failures....my love with Faraesya was and still the hardest blow in my life.
I love her still but will she changed her mind for me....i really doubt so.
Love you Faraesya, forever and always.......
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