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Aku cinta kepada dirimu sayang......
Kasih....percayalah kepada diriku
Hidup mati ku hanya untukmu....."
Friday, February 26, 2010
Adieu....!
And so...the swansong.
After all these years...holding on to the relationship that i believed in....putting my life into it....she has decided to take the journey with someone's else.
Like an old saying...."one man's lost, is another man's gain".
I guess it's time for me to bade farewell....
Memories are kept but the wound will never heal.
Thanks Faraesya for the lesson in life and for all the knocks and bruises suffered throughout all these years.
So long, farewell, auf weidersehen, good-bye......
~ ezranz ~
(6 March.....and a new chapter awaits)
After all these years...holding on to the relationship that i believed in....putting my life into it....she has decided to take the journey with someone's else.
Like an old saying...."one man's lost, is another man's gain".
I guess it's time for me to bade farewell....
Memories are kept but the wound will never heal.
Thanks Faraesya for the lesson in life and for all the knocks and bruises suffered throughout all these years.
So long, farewell, auf weidersehen, good-bye......
~ ezranz ~
(6 March.....and a new chapter awaits)
Monday, February 1, 2010
2010...an odyssey for a lasting Legacy.
There are reasons why i haven't write about 2010 or the silence-ness on my whereabouts over the past few weeks. Not that i'm running away from Faraesya or busy with work...but i'm trying to find that inner peace, a solitude that will assist me in creating my path for this new decade.
As is turned out...2000's was not a great decade for me. In short, i classified it as a failure altogether. I face so many failed dreams....love, life, career...just name it. By the end of 2009, i felt that i worked so hard for other people without getting anything in return...i felt miserable, dejected and the most painful of all....lonely because i'm out of love.
16 Dec 2009: I made a bold decision to quit my job. I need a clean break for me to faced this new decade. It was not that easy but day by day, my plan is taking its shape.
And with that, i ride the challenges that await me in 2010 and beyond. Now, as a CEO of my fledgling company...we worked, we planned and we execute in order to reach the goals that we set.
I felt sorry for not taking nor inviting Faraesya in this journey of mine....no matter how hard i wanted her to be in. I know she does not belong to me anymore and probably looking forward for the next chapter in her life without me. I resigned to the fact that I can only love her from a far and be without any reciprocation what so ever.
Of all the failures....my love with Faraesya was and still the hardest blow in my life.
I love her still but will she changed her mind for me....i really doubt so.
Love you Faraesya, forever and always.......
:(
As is turned out...2000's was not a great decade for me. In short, i classified it as a failure altogether. I face so many failed dreams....love, life, career...just name it. By the end of 2009, i felt that i worked so hard for other people without getting anything in return...i felt miserable, dejected and the most painful of all....lonely because i'm out of love.
16 Dec 2009: I made a bold decision to quit my job. I need a clean break for me to faced this new decade. It was not that easy but day by day, my plan is taking its shape.
And with that, i ride the challenges that await me in 2010 and beyond. Now, as a CEO of my fledgling company...we worked, we planned and we execute in order to reach the goals that we set.
I felt sorry for not taking nor inviting Faraesya in this journey of mine....no matter how hard i wanted her to be in. I know she does not belong to me anymore and probably looking forward for the next chapter in her life without me. I resigned to the fact that I can only love her from a far and be without any reciprocation what so ever.
Of all the failures....my love with Faraesya was and still the hardest blow in my life.
I love her still but will she changed her mind for me....i really doubt so.
Love you Faraesya, forever and always.......
:(
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