It has been quite some time since my rship with Faraesya wither like leaves during fall. I'm heartbroken, distraught and loss the sense of direction to keep on living....
Yeah, i know that time heals all wounds....but does true love can easily be replaced? Even now, I still & always remember her. Even bored my friends to death since I always mentioning about her on almost daily basis.
There are people who want me to keep on moving....but I found it really difficult to do so. Numerous blind dates were set up for me, but I always found it hard to move to another stage and forget Faraesya....
I rarely travel outside now. Seeing couples happily with each other and very much in love....give lump in my throat and a big thud on my chest...to a point of nervous breakdown and close to crying....
I do love Faraesya will all my heart and giving my absolute best to make the rship works especially with all the hurdles that are in place. I'm still couldn't understand why after all the effort I put in....she walked away from me and from this life. I'm puzzles, clueless and ashamed of myself.....do i ever be good enough to be loved?
No matter how slim the chance....or how crazy my friends say I were, I'm still holding on to the love that I had and felt with Faraesya. I know that I'm might end up single and lonely for the rest of my life....but what choice do I have?
Being suddenly awake in the middle of the nite after dreaming about Faraesya....suddenly crying when the memories about her came pouring to my mind...and yet, I felt that she is running further and further away from me.
I have taken a vow on myself to love Faraesya forever....and I know that I couldn't love somebody else as I love her......
This is my story....my sad story in love.
Loving you Faraesya.
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