Thursday, May 28, 2009

Sarah McLachlan - Blackbird

Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these broken wings and learn to fly
All your life....
You were only waiting for this moment to arise.

Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these sunken eyes and learn to see
All your life....
You were only waiting for this moment to be free

Blackbird fly
Blackbird fly
Into the light of a dark black night

Blackbird fly
Blackbird fly
Into the light of a dark black night

Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these broken wings and learn to fly
All your life....
You were only waiting for this moment to arise
You were only waiting for this moment to arise
You were only waiting for this moment to arise.....

Friday, May 22, 2009

Realm of Possibilities - prelude for the future!

Just stepped into my office after came back from Nusajaya this morning, it was a fun day yesterday attending the function with our PM as the VIP. Opportunities to mingle with the heavyweights of Malaysian politics surely cannot be missed.

Had a few coffee table talks with regards to my project especially with the MB. Well, at the end of the day, he will be the one to approve the sum of RM70mil that I'm seeking. A little bit agitated since my marketing kit is still not ready, but I guess that can be sort out during my next private visits to the MB and other ministers in the next couple of months to come.

2009 is certainly a good year for me (so far). Turning around this obscure eco-tourism project to the level that it is now has certainly open up a few eyes. Really thankful for the management's decision in offering me a structural promotion....yay, promotion and salary increase are certainly welcomed!

My plan now is obviously in creating a success story through this project. I give myself a solid 5 years to achieve this goal before hopefully moving on into consultancy. I have a team of good young people to work with and will try to keep the team intact as long as I'm in charge of this project.

Who knows that eco-tourism might be my true calling. And how i wish i could share all of this with Faraesya......love you still and will love you forever.

p/s: to better communicate in English, first change oneself train of thoughts in English. It works wonders.

Monday, May 18, 2009

When You're Gone - Avril Lavigne

Another song that overwhelmingly captured my sense of emptiness without Faraesya. A song that I'm learning to play with my piano at the moment. Really love you Faraesya.

When You're Gone

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd
need you there when I cry

And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you

When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you,
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you

When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
and make it ok
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah

All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe
I need to feel you here with me, yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you

When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
and make it ok

I miss you......